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dissolve (19/08/2005)

The fact that there is no reason to be afraid. That makes me scared. Because nothing can be something, something can be anything, and anything can be everything. No wonder I'm socially withdrawn.

I think I forgot how outside looks like.

I haven't done much in years. Maybe watch time go by. Not sure where it goes except round and round. Then again, if it didn't, I think it would be too far away to even see. Of course, there is always clocks. It doesn't matter where time is, clocks keep track of it.

That is if they don't lie.

My clock only tells the hour and the minute. I should get one that tells the whole date. The year, the month, the day, the hour, the minute, and maybe the second. Nothing less and nothing more.

Because one time I was knocked out on the floor.

When I came to, I looked at the clock I have. It was 4:38 in the morning. Still early I thought. So I went back to sleep. Then woke up again. It was 4:57 in the morning. Closed my eyes again. Opened them and it was 4:09 in the morning.

I realized four days passed by.

Someone used to visit. I forgot who though. But someone important. I think that person leaves the food in the kitchen. I remember seeing someone who did that, but I think nowadays I am being avoided.

But it could be just a postal worker though.

I don't eat much anyways. Maybe because I can't cook. Or never really tried. And I rely on the microwave to cook almost everything. Or does it just heat? I'm not sure.

Somehow I'm gaining weight still.

I don't know when I go to sleep. I think it's because I get daydreams and dreams confused. I constantly wake up from both of them. I wonder if they are even related to sleeping.

I hope it happens though.

Some days I kill the electricity in my room, cardboard off the window so not even the faintest of light could get in, and then just sit around in pure darkness.

Then I decided to move.

After bumping around a few things, I remember how the room is composed. And then I imagine I could see everything even though there is no light. Everything was a nice shade of dark blue.

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